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my vagina is mine

My best friend is back in town
There’s a bad taste in my mouth
Her eyes fell low and heavy with shame and cum
She must have been desperate; she acted so lonely
She is deserving of affection, I am glad that she found love

What love lays bare in me is energy
So I give up that which keeps me going and I still end up lonely
Sick with loss and shame so I edit for mistakes to determine what I’d done that made her act this way
She’ll forget her actions
Someday, I’ll forget her actions
Ashes to ashes to ashes to ashes, we will all die someday

I am full of light
I am full of light
I am full of light
I am full of light

I am filled with joy
I am filled with joy
I am filled with joy

I am full of peace
I am full of peace
I am full of peace
I am full of peace

I had this dream that I forgave my enemies
My enemies

alone i am nameless fearless and blameless

a hammer of purple shit
bashes down on your fantasy
fantasy piled upon fantasy
that maybe now you are free

little boy, can i ever love you enough
little boy, can i face you truly enough
can i ever pat your head gently enough
can i ever smile at you honestly enough
can i keep dread far from your heart enough
no, i cannot

when i am near you
everything everything everything
is worth its cost
your dad told me he has no feelings
now i understand